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Wednesday, 13 February 2013

One Year

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February 6th was a writing on this thing. Nothing changed. My heart is still broken and I still do not matter. I am done. I am nothing. ...
Thursday, 31 January 2013

Trying to forget

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I am trying to forget you but it or I am failing. I do not think I will be able to forget you. I am sorry. Milky

MW - Poker

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I hope you are doing well in Australia. Try not to forget to take some time to enjoy the surf and playtime. Milky

I really...

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Do not want to go back to the hospital but I may need to as I am dehydrate and the pain is getting worse. I really hate this, not having con...

It is...

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Almost a year since I started wring and I am not if I will continue. Part of me does not see a point, the part thinks that no one even cares...

Year did you knows

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Did you know the first Burger King was opened in Florida Miami in 1954  Did you know in 1878 the first telephone book made contained only...

Juicy Burger

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 This looks so good and yet how do you eat it/? It is one crazy bite! From the food network

Love Hurts - Incubus

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Tonight we drink to youth  And holding fast to truth  (I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.)  My heart still has a beat  But l...

Leap of Faith

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In the end we all need to take a leap of faith in others but I know it is easier said then done. When every second counts in our lives we re...

settle down kimbra

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I wanna settle down  I wanna settle down  Won't you settle down with me?  Settle down We can settle at a table  A table for two ...

So hard

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Another day with a high fever and my lungs are going to explode. My ears are pounding. I had to cancel my doctors appointment and the appoin...
Wednesday, 30 January 2013

Gods plan

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No one is around to here my cries, to ease my pain or to hold my. I will die alone and no one would care. It hurts knowing that I am not lov...

Death is better

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Some days and nights like these I believe to be my last. Do not die willingly. There are times I wish that it would so that the suffering wo...

I miss you - Incubus

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To see you when I wake up Is a gift, I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three fold utopian dre...

Worsen

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My lungs are going burst! Coughing blood - not a good sign. Fever 103.4 not good. Hurts to breathe and pain is so bad. It is like I am being...

Kill them

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Going on two weeks with the water issue. It still has not been dealt with which is so crazy to me because water is important and a basic nee...

Mac Daddy

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I think I have been hit by the Mac daddy of trucks. Everything hurts! Not just but real pain. There are to many illnesses happening all at o...
Tuesday, 29 January 2013

Under statement

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Had a fever yesterday. Hospital. Have a fever, ear, throat and kidney infection. Hospital. Pneumonia set in. Hospital. Now, I cannot talk or...

His letter to her - 5

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A day spent in bed with my love Even though the sun has risen, encouraging the birds to sing, and the breeze to blow... I still lay in be...

love life - from another blogger

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Life Sucks, Truth is Truth and Life is Good The blog is going to be all over the place.  My mind is racing with a thousand thoughts from...

The Devils Daughter

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I have sinned and I am paying a huge price for my sins. The price of my sinful past has costed me a future. I will die alone as I have spent...

100 pieces a month, for nothing!

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It is almost over. A year of senseless writing. 1200 notes of nothing. Did anything I write change anything or anyone. No. It did not help m...

So very broken

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The silence in the night keeps me awake and I am dying inside. I have hurt myself again and I have worsen in health. My mind races and I am ...

Who is

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Up now reading my depressing words? Tell me, please? Milky

All three

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I am lost, hurt and alone. I have myself to blame for all three. Milky

Easier to hate, me

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Loving me is the hardest thing anyone will ever do. I do not make it easy with my pushing and running away. I make mistakes, I am not perfec...
Monday, 28 January 2013

Website Launched, today!

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The new website is up and running. I have been adding photographs to it and I have been sitting on my butt for endless hours working on this...

UV Cake Vodka

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  The things that people come up with! It is both insane and yet I am sure so damn good! Everyone knows I am by no means a drinker but at...

Rollerskating in the old hood

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Fact: When I was nine or ten I love to rolling skate not blade, skate! I would go up and down the block for hours. There was one day that ...

Redeemer - Marilyn Manson

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The hunger inside given to me,  makes me what I am Always it is calling me,  for the blood of man. They say I cannot be this,  I am ...

Sucks

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It is 4:33am. I am up for another crappy appointment. Not that it matters much because I am not sleeping. Everything inside me hurts and all...
Sunday, 27 January 2013

Temperature did you knows

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Did you know when lightning strikes it can reach up to 30,000 degrees celsius (54,000 degrees fahrenheit) Did you know sponges hold mor...

Dru Hill- We're Not Making Love No More

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Sure I've been in love a time or two But in the end I still chose you No one could ever make me feel this way That's why it's ki...

Penitents

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I guess in a way my writing is my penitents for my past. Most of the things I write is random thoughts. I am not good at talking to others f...

Gets Bigger

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Like I said in an earlier posting I made it to the year but after a few days, not so much. I lose control and the only thing to take one pai...

Never Be Found

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These past few days have been a nightmare for me, one that I cannot wake up from. My body is shaking inside and the chills are making my bon...

The Weeknd - Wicked Games

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I left my girl back home I don't love her no more And she'll never fucking know that These fucking eyes that I'm staring at Let ...
Friday, 25 January 2013

One year, today

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It has been a year today since I had the breakdown. So many hearts broken and the pain still hurts. The hole in my chest is so great that t...
Wednesday, 23 January 2013

Better Sleep

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Two days since I had the breakdown. I am both nervous and lost over it. Nervous because I do not know if I will make it through another year...

Web Designs

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For the next little while I am going to be working on changes to the facebook page and the website to drum up some business. I hope this wil...
Tuesday, 22 January 2013

City and Colour - Little Hell

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What if I can't be all that you need me to be We've got a good thing going, we have some promises to keep But my addiction it can be...

Water issues - omg!

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Having water is damn basic and I still do not have any. This is ridiculous to have to keep going through. I do not understand these people! ...
Saturday, 19 January 2013

Water issue update

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Nothing. Water is crap! I am sick from it! No news! No report! Oh, no updates! No surprise there! Milky

Went well

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I went out this morning made it through alright. Got to see my peanut and apple which was great. I love them so much and they are going fast...
Friday, 18 January 2013

Dave Mattews - Proudest Monkey

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Swing in this tree Oh I am bounce around so well Branch to branch, Limb to limb you see All in a day's dream I'm stuck Like the othe...

Sia - I Go to Sleep

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When I look up from my pillow I dream you are there with me Though you are far away I know you'll always be near to me I go to sleep An...

Alex Cornish - Rely

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This is a beautiful song. Hope you enjoy it. http://prostopleer.com/#/tracks/5050062Reyp

Paul Gauguin - Artist

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 I love his work and have two of his pieces.  Paul Gauguin (1848–1903) was a leading 19th century Post-Impressionist artist, painter ,...

Trusting People

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Trusting people is not something I do well and I am reminded why. You cannot trust anyone but yourself! Opening up is a mistake and I wish I...

The most beautiful suicide 

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On May 1, 1947, Evelyn McHale leapt to her death from the observation deck of the Empire State Building. Photographer Robert Wiles took a ph...

Cracked

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Another Canadian show film in Toronto. It is a pretty good show. Warehouse 13 Rookie blue Lost girl Nikita (I was surprised) Beauty an...

Live again

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We walk through life not really knowing who we are. We want to believe that we truly know those around us but we really do not. Each of us h...

Panic setting in

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I am going out tomorrow for the first time in a long time. I am not 100% looking forward to it because there is going to be a lot of people ...
Wednesday, 16 January 2013

Jessie J Momma Knows Best.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRwESiqEMcc

Amazing Race

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Is coming to Canada that should interesting. I really like that show and all the great places they get to explore. I cannot wait to see what...

Funny Dog

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Hugo is such a trouble maker! First he snatch my toast, now he manage to start the dish washer. At first I thought that the damn dish washer...

CupCake Pops

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I am going to test out a new gadget to make cupcake pops. I am hoping that they turn out well and I am able to add them to the menu. These l...

Tattoo two

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The second tattoo. Save me from myself. I hope. Eternity forever. A way to stop me from all the crazy hurt I want to feel when I am at my ...

Phillip Phillips - Gone Gone Gone

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When life leaves you high and dry I'll be at your door tonight If you need help, if you need help I'll shut down the city lights, ...

Recipe handed down

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My mother in law taught this dish to me and when I make it, family and friends like it. That makes me happy. Milky pasta of your choic...

Tattoo Forever

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The new tattoo. Choosing one, the right one is important because you do have to live it forever. I am ready to live with it, forever. Do y...

Not talking

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 This says it all! Life is hard, heart kills, silence is crippling and you are not there. That is the worse part of everything. My days are...

Adele - One And Only

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You've been on my mind  I grow fonder every day,  Lose myself in time  Just thinking of your face  God only knows  Why it's ta...
Tuesday, 15 January 2013

Creedence - Have You Ever Seen The Rain

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEY8clFcm2E

What is the point

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of arguing when you are told you are wrong all of the time. I explain things very clearly but if the other person is not willing to listen t...

to much

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For most people when they fall to rock bottom the only place to go is up. But what happens to those who's rock button is never ending. ...

Water issues 4

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The water filter guy came today. If things could not get worse, they just did. The plumber destroyed the unit and it needs to be replaced. I...

Quantifiable did you knows

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Did you know 11% of people are left handed  Did you know a bear has 42 teeth  Did you know 8% of people have an extra rib  Did you know...
Monday, 14 January 2013

Not worthy

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At times that is what or all I ever think about. I feel worthless and it starts to overwhelm me. I breakdown because at the end of the day I...

Water issues - 3

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There was a pipe that broke. There replaced it and we have running water again. Now the water filter guy needs to come in and we will have s...

Water issues - 2

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Part 2 The water well guys are here and they found the well. It was right in front of the house. We had these huge brushed in front of the...

New Website

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I am working on a new website for the business that is suppose to be better. The issue is the program for it is a pain in my side and not as...

Phoenix, my old boy

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Everyday my puppy grows older. He has more grey hair around his mouth and face. He sleeps more and now he wants to sleep with me all of the ...

Chatting

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The last few weeks I have been playing words with friends and I have started chatting with the other players on line. Just randomness. One g...

Upsetting

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Still no orders! I do not know what to do. I keep working at it but now I think I need to just give up. I want to leave the house but when I...

Looper

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I wanted to watch this when it came out but never got the chance. I ordered on television the other day. It was good. It was interesting to ...

Water - Basic Need

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I am not what there is to not understand but water is a basic need in any house. Unless there is something I do know? The water pressure i...
Friday, 11 January 2013

The book

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I opened the brown leather binding journal you gave me, today! I read what you wrote me all over again. I had no idea that it would be so cr...
Thursday, 10 January 2013

Job + Sister?

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My sister landed a job and she is really excited. I am happy for her and hope that everything works out. I want her to have independence and...

Bake House!

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I am going stir crazy! When I am this insane I seem to turn to baking, which is not a good thing because when I bake I...

Replace the bad

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Finding someone you connect with is not always easy but once in awhile it does happen. You find common interest and if you are lucky they ha...

Hillary Lindsey - Change your mind

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When you wake up wanting me, and you can't go back sleep change your mind When you're weak and all alone, and your reaching for...