Frustrated

Sleep does not come easy for me. Tears come to my eyes because my whole world is falling apart. Everything is upside down and I do not know what to do. I have no control over anything, I am so lost and frustrated. 


They say that grief occurs in five stages. First there is denial, followed by angry, then comes bargaining and depression and acceptance but grief is a merciless master. Just when you think you are free, you realize you never stood a chance.


I have always heard that every ending is also a beginning but we just do not know it at the time. I want to believe that is true but how can I?


Milky