My life...

...is such a mess both in health and emotional. Uncontrollable crying and my heart or my tummy hurts. Real hurt, real pain! I cannot breathe, I cannot stop my mind from all of the bullsh*t that is going on around me.

It weights heavily on me and I cannot help but be trapped in this darken hell. I see no good. There is never going to be anymore good in my life since you. You were my last real good for me.

Milky