All of the stories are based on my life throughout the years. My stories will either make you laugh, it may make you cry and hopefully it will make you think twice about your situation. I hope along the way it helps you. Maybe you will want to cook, or bake or start writing down your own thoughts and feelings.
Profound Quotes
You may be deceived if you trust too much but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough - Frank Crane
Tuesday, 11 September 2012
Monday, 10 September 2012
Famous people
did you knows
- Did you know Ralph Lauren's original name was Ralph Lifshitz
- Did you know Elvis's middle name was Aron
- Did you know Bill Gates began programming computers at the of age 13
- Did you know Madonna and Michael Jackson were both born in 1958
- Did you know Isaac Newton invented the cat door
- Did you know Einstein slept 10 hours a night
- Did you know Sir Isaac Newton was 23 when he discovered the law of gravity
- Did you know Leonardo Da Vinci invented scissors
- Did you know Elvis Presley made only 1 television commercial
- Did you know Shakespeare invented the words 'assassination' and 'bump'
- Did you know Tiger Woods' real first name is Eldrick
- Did you know it took Leonardo Da Vinci 10 years to paint Mona Lisa
- Did you know before beginning his movie career Keanu Reeves managed a pasta shop in Toronto Canada
- Did you know Chevy Chase's real first name is Cornelius
- Did you know between 1931 and 1969 Walt Disney was awarded 35 Oscars
- Did you know Albert Einstein never knew how to drive a car
20 days left
...to the move day and we still do not have a place to go. I am stress out and so worry about what is going to happen. I am not sleeping well and the last three days I have slept maybe 4 hours! This is getting out of control and I really cannot handle it.
What happens next?
What happens next?
Milky
How Funny...
...was the outcome of the bachelor pad? So damn funny! How these nut jobs think Nick was so wrong is behind me. That group of people were plotting to kick off people one by one and barely notice he was there. I say good on him for pulling the rug out from under them!
It was okay for the others to lose but not her. She is a nice person, I am sure but come on it was a game and lies, back stabbing happened! She back stabbed her "best friend". Give it a back guys, really!
To funny!
It was okay for the others to lose but not her. She is a nice person, I am sure but come on it was a game and lies, back stabbing happened! She back stabbed her "best friend". Give it a back guys, really!
To funny!
Milky
Won't Even Start
What happened, after last summer.
When we broke up, in September.
I haven't seen you, feels like a long time.
Sometimes it still hurts, but I always get by.
I still got a piece of you under my skin.
It's always there no matter where I've been.
So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that
I didn't see and turn my face.
No use in small talk anyways
Because if I look into your eyes, then I'll have to
say goodbye and that'll break my heart.
So, I won't even start.
No, I won't even start.
I wish you luck, and I wish it true
That's the best, I can do for you
Cuz you'll probably find love, in someone new.
I have to let go, yeah, it's hard to do.
So if I run into you with your arm by his side.
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/david-choi-lyrics/won_t-even-start-lyrics.html |]
Just know it'll cut me like a knife.
So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that
I didn't see and turn my face.
No use in small talk anyways
Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So, I won't even start
No, I won't even start
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
Oh, that's what i say
So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that
I didn't see and turn my face.
No use in small talk anyways.
Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So, I won't even start
Oh, I won't even start
No, I won't even start
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bxy8Ao2kzpA
When we broke up, in September.
I haven't seen you, feels like a long time.
Sometimes it still hurts, but I always get by.
I still got a piece of you under my skin.
It's always there no matter where I've been.
So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that
I didn't see and turn my face.
No use in small talk anyways
Because if I look into your eyes, then I'll have to
say goodbye and that'll break my heart.
So, I won't even start.
No, I won't even start.
I wish you luck, and I wish it true
That's the best, I can do for you
Cuz you'll probably find love, in someone new.
I have to let go, yeah, it's hard to do.
So if I run into you with your arm by his side.
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/david-choi-lyrics/won_t-even-start-lyrics.html |]
Just know it'll cut me like a knife.
So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that
I didn't see and turn my face.
No use in small talk anyways
Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So, I won't even start
No, I won't even start
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
Oh, that's what i say
So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that
I didn't see and turn my face.
No use in small talk anyways.
Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So, I won't even start
Oh, I won't even start
No, I won't even start
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bxy8Ao2kzpA
Saw more houses...
...today and the first was awful, the second was old inside but had the right amount of space but they are tearing it down in two years for town houses grrrr!
At the last minute house three (just put on the market) was beautiful but not enough space. We would be fighting all the time and it had way to much carpet.
So, back to the drawing board. Oh happy joy to me.
At the last minute house three (just put on the market) was beautiful but not enough space. We would be fighting all the time and it had way to much carpet.
So, back to the drawing board. Oh happy joy to me.
Milky
Masterchef final - Christine!
She was my pick from the beginning and you all said that it was going to be Becky! Wow, this was insane! Christine was so great and she truly earn that win!
What were the chances that both Christine's won MasterChef and Hell's Kitchen. I love it!!!!!
What were the chances that both Christine's won MasterChef and Hell's Kitchen. I love it!!!!!
Milky
Hell's Kitchen
I knew Christine would win it she was great! It was a good show, tonight. yippy!
Milky
Milky
Sunday, 9 September 2012
Drama
The drama that this woman has caused is insane. All over a boyfriend. My sister is an adult, now. So, it is high time that the strings get cut. My sister wants her belongings but you have to be such a mental bitch.
She called the police because you cannot control her anymore. You told her to get out of "your house" that place is not yours it is hers and my brothers'. You have no right to judge anyone after all the hurt and pain you have caused any of us.
You have to cause all this drama so that it is poor you! No one believes you. They know the lies you have told and what kind of person you are. You are fake! You pretend to care about your children but that is simply not the case.
Now, your daughter is standing up to you and that makes you mad! First me and now her, are not giving into your shit anymore. God knows just how much that pissing you off!
You fake everything, you lie, you get people on the outside to feel sorry for you. No one does because after everyone trying to help you - you just acted like you were better then them all. They do not want anything to do with you.
You kicked out me, then my sister, your husband and you say that you could never do such a thing? Please! It was so damn easy for you to do all the bad things you did.
You expect everyone to stay with you? Why? What have you done that was ever good? You should have never been allowed to be a mother.
You have my brother tight in your grip but one day he is going to see who you really are.
You are destroying their lives - just stop! That is enough!
She called the police because you cannot control her anymore. You told her to get out of "your house" that place is not yours it is hers and my brothers'. You have no right to judge anyone after all the hurt and pain you have caused any of us.
You have to cause all this drama so that it is poor you! No one believes you. They know the lies you have told and what kind of person you are. You are fake! You pretend to care about your children but that is simply not the case.
Now, your daughter is standing up to you and that makes you mad! First me and now her, are not giving into your shit anymore. God knows just how much that pissing you off!
You fake everything, you lie, you get people on the outside to feel sorry for you. No one does because after everyone trying to help you - you just acted like you were better then them all. They do not want anything to do with you.
You kicked out me, then my sister, your husband and you say that you could never do such a thing? Please! It was so damn easy for you to do all the bad things you did.
You expect everyone to stay with you? Why? What have you done that was ever good? You should have never been allowed to be a mother.
You have my brother tight in your grip but one day he is going to see who you really are.
You are destroying their lives - just stop! That is enough!
Milky
Poison Cupcakes
We all have that one teacher that we don’t like. It’s a fact of life: you’re going to come across some teachers with whom you won’t click with, but one day, you’ll thank them. Typically, their brutality is them trying to get you to reach your full potential. Unfortunately, three fifth-grade California students took their dislike of a teacher way too far after they tried to kill her with rat poison!
The students slipped the rat poison into their teacher’s coffee, but then one of the students had second thoughts and knocked the coffee cup out of the her hands just as she was about to drink it.
Two months later, the students gave it a second attempt and mixed some poison with some frosting and served it on a cupcake. But by that time, the teacher knew better than to accept food from those three.
Perhaps the craziest thing is that two months passed between the coffee incident and the cupcake! The school and other students knew all about it but didn’t do a thing to stop the kids until after the second attempted murder.
The moral to this story: if you see a classmate trying to kill your teacher (or anyone, really), say something! Tell an adult who you know will take action. You could save someone’s life. Also, if you don’t like your teacher, don’t poison them. Because that’s mean…and a criminal offense.
http://www.themagazine.ca/2012/03/02/teacher-almost-killed-by-a-cupcake/
Friday, 7 September 2012
If Only

If it was only that easy to be able to stop over thinking on things maybe my life would not feel like I am drowning all the time. I hate not having any control over my home life or illnesses. I want so such to turn back the clock and start a new but I know that is never going to happen.
Life can be cool and cruel. "Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will come after you?" What happens when no comes after you?
I am still waiting for that to happen.
Milky
Ashes
I just want my heart to fall apart,
I probably should have told you all along, my angel.
I just want your love to fade away,
I just want your love to fade away, to ashes.
Beautiful, I should have told you from
The first time I saw your eyes.
Beautiful, I should have told you all along.
I just want my heart to tear apart.
I probably should have told you from the start, my angel.
That I just want your love to waste away.
And I just want this love to fade away, to ashes.
Beautiful, I should have told you from
The first time I saw you smile.
Beautiful, I should have told you all along.
I should have told you all along.
And I just want my heart to fall apart, to ashes.
And I just want this love to waste away, to ashes.
And I just want my heart to tear apart, to ashes.
To ashes.
I probably should have told you all along, my angel.
I just want your love to fade away,
I just want your love to fade away, to ashes.
Beautiful, I should have told you from
The first time I saw your eyes.
Beautiful, I should have told you all along.
I just want my heart to tear apart.
I probably should have told you from the start, my angel.
That I just want your love to waste away.
And I just want this love to fade away, to ashes.
Beautiful, I should have told you from
The first time I saw you smile.
Beautiful, I should have told you all along.
I should have told you all along.
And I just want my heart to fall apart, to ashes.
And I just want this love to waste away, to ashes.
And I just want my heart to tear apart, to ashes.
To ashes.
Advil out come
Alright, so it kind of works. I did sleep but I did wakeup a few time and went back to sleep easily. I have to say that I was running on empty so tonight we will see if it does really works. Oh, I hope so.
Milky
Thursday, 6 September 2012
Wednesday, 5 September 2012
Andy Brown - Adeline
We don't talk anymore.
We don't laugh anymore.
But I don't mind.
We don't kiss anymore.
We don't make love anymore.
But I don't mind.
No I don't mind.
‘Cause you were just a bad dream,
That lasted for a while.
And this was just a bad dream,
That lasted too long.
Goodbye Adeline.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't.
We don't live anymore.
And I don't care anymore.
No I don't mind.
No I don't mind.
‘Cause you were just a bad dream,
That lasted for a while.
And this was just a bad dream,
That lasted too long.
Goodbye Adeline.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
One cold last goodbye.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
No I won't.
We don't laugh anymore.
But I don't mind.
We don't kiss anymore.
We don't make love anymore.
But I don't mind.
No I don't mind.
‘Cause you were just a bad dream,
That lasted for a while.
And this was just a bad dream,
That lasted too long.
Goodbye Adeline.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't.
We don't live anymore.
And I don't care anymore.
No I don't mind.
No I don't mind.
‘Cause you were just a bad dream,
That lasted for a while.
And this was just a bad dream,
That lasted too long.
Goodbye Adeline.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
One cold last goodbye.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
I won't sleep alone tonight.
I won't miss you.
I won't miss you.
No I won't.
Comentários
24 days
OMG! This guy does not care anything serious! We have 24 days left and we are going to be on the streets! What a fucking joke!
Georgia Peach Perfection
Ingredients
- 8 fresh mint leaves, torn
- Juice of 1 lime
- Ice
- Club soda
- Peach nectar
- 2 ounces gin, optional
Directions
Divide and add the mint and lime juice to each glass. Muddle together with the bottom of a wooden spoon. Fill the glasses with ice and pour in some peach nectar. Top with club soda and gin if using.
Been a Long Day - Rosi Golan
And all I've got to say is make it strong
It's been a long day
And all I've got to say is I've been wrong
So take a leave of absence
Tell me you'll be gone
I don't want to see your face
It's been a long day
And I just wanna hide away
It's been a long week
And all the lines come down heavy on me
Its been a long week
I'm finally feeling like it okay to break
Into a thousand pieces
No one can replace
Only I can find my way
It's been a long day
And I just wanna hide away
Its been a long year
And everyone around me's disappeared
It's been a long year
And all this mess around me is finally clear
So can I have a moment
Just to say hello? Can you let your anger go?
It's been a long year
And I'm finally ready to be here
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Shake n' Share
Shake n' Share are mini donuts with powdered sugar and caramel sauce. (chocolate fudge if you like) I like the caramel, myself. It is a nice treat to have once in a blue moon. But you have to share! Try to.
Milky
Milky
Tuesday, 4 September 2012
Medical Issues...
...have always been an issue for me but also for one of my sisters and one of my brothers. The cost and struggles are insane. The appointments seem useless and for me pointless, now. I feel that to much damage has been done. My health worsen daily and it makes me feel like my time is near - just do not fight it anymore.
It is not that I want to choose this way of life but, rather I am have grown to be stuck in this darkened path. Perhaps things will change for the better. Only one may hope. But my hope is that things will be better for my siblings.
It is not that I want to choose this way of life but, rather I am have grown to be stuck in this darkened path. Perhaps things will change for the better. Only one may hope. But my hope is that things will be better for my siblings.
Milky
Vegetable Ramen Pad Thai
Ingredients
Directions
- In a medium saucepan, bring water to a boil and cook Ramen noodles according to package directions, reserving flavor packets. Drain noodles and set aside.
- Meanwhile, in a large skillet over medium-high heat, add oil, frozen vegetables and reserved flavor packets and cook until warm and cooked through, about 3 minutes. Remove from heat and add noodles to skillet.
- Whisk together teriyaki or soy sauce, hot water, peanut butter and sriracha; toss with noodles and vegetable mixture. Sprinkle each serving with red pepper flakes, if desired.
Spinach Orzo
Ingredients
- 2 teaspoons margarine
- 2 garlic cloves, finely chopped
- 1 small carrot, coarsely shredded (1/2 cup)
- 1 carton (32 oz) Progresso® chicken broth (4 cups)
- 2 cups uncooked orzo or rosamarina pasta (12 ounces)
- 3 cups thinly sliced fresh spinach
- 3 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese
- 1 tablespoon chopped fresh basil leaves or 1 teaspoon dried basil leaves
- Salt and pepper to taste
Directions
- Melt margarine in 3-quart saucepan over medium heat. Cook garlic and carrot in margarine about 2 minutes, stirring occasionally, until carrot is tender.
- Stir in broth, pasta and spinach. Heat to boiling; reduce heat. Cover and simmer 15 to 20 minutes, stirring occasionally, until broth is absorbed. Stir in remaining ingredients before serving.
Pasta Puttanesca
Ingredients
- 1 package angel hair pasta
- 4 tablespoons olive oil
- 4 teaspoons minced garlic
- 2 14.5-ounce cans Muir Glen diced tomatoes
- 1/2 cup pitted and halved black olives
- 4 anchovy fillets, finely chopped
- 2 tablespoons capers
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes
- salt and pepper to taste
- 4 tablespoons chopped fresh basil, plus more for serving
- shredded Parmesan cheese for serving
Directions
- Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook according to package directions; drain and set aside.
- Meanwhile, heat a large skillet over medium heat. Add olive oil and garlic and saute 30 seconds.
- Add tomatoes (with juice), olives, anchovies, capers, oregano and red pepper flakes. Stir to combine. Simmer until sauce thickens slightly, about 5 minutes.
- Remove sauce from heat. Add salt and pepper to taste. Add fresh basil and stir to combine.
- Serve pasta topped with pasta sauce. Sprinkle each serving with chopped basil and shredded Parmesan.
Cream Cheese-Sweet Potato Pie
Ingredients
- Cream Cheese Layer
- 1 package (8 oz) cream cheese, not softened
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1 egg
- 1 teaspoon grated orange peel
- Sweet Potato Layer
- 1 cup mashed cooked dark orange sweet potatoes (about 3/4 lb uncooked)
- 2/3 cup half-and-half
- 1/2 cup packed brown sugar
- 1 teaspoon grated orange peel
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon ground ginger
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 1/8 teaspoon salt
- 1 egg
- Crust
- 1 Pillsbury® Pet-Ritz® frozen deep dish pie crust
- Topping
- 1 cup sweetened whipped cream
Directions
- Place cookie sheet on oven rack. Heat oven to 350°F. In small bowl, beat cream cheese and sugar on low speed until well blended. Add egg; beat well. Stir in orange peel. Set aside.
- Place sweet potatoes in food processor; cover and process until smooth. In large bowl, beat sweet potato layer ingredients with wire whisk. Spread cream cheese mixture in frozen pie crust. Carefully spoon sweet potato mixture over cream cheese mixture.
- Bake on cookie sheet 50 to 60 minutes or until set and knife inserted near center comes out clean. Cool 30 minutes. Refrigerate until chilled, 3 to 4 hours.
- Serve pie with sweetened whipped cream. Store covered in refrigerator.
A Mother's Control
When is it time to stop a mother's control? I would think as soon as the child is an adult, No? I mean as much as it ills me to know that my baby sister is an adult and has an adult relationship, I know she has that God given right to do what she likes. It is her life and I do support her choices.
You cannot tell her what to do or who to be with. You can guide her but that is about it. Whatever choices she makes - are hers to make - not her mother's. It amazes me that you still do not get that.
You do not get to control everyone's life. You are not the boss. You need to learn that the more you push those who are left - one day there will be no one left to push around and you will be alone because of it. That is the choices you made and have to live with.
To much damage has been done - I am NO LONGER a forgiving person. I spent years forgiving and for what? All it got me was a strong desire to not live life. To become a person a did not like and you take no responsibility for anything that you had your hand in?
I walked away, she has stood up for herself many times and has also walked away from your insane crap, one left. Keep pushing and he is going to run away, too.
Milky
You cannot tell her what to do or who to be with. You can guide her but that is about it. Whatever choices she makes - are hers to make - not her mother's. It amazes me that you still do not get that.
You do not get to control everyone's life. You are not the boss. You need to learn that the more you push those who are left - one day there will be no one left to push around and you will be alone because of it. That is the choices you made and have to live with.
To much damage has been done - I am NO LONGER a forgiving person. I spent years forgiving and for what? All it got me was a strong desire to not live life. To become a person a did not like and you take no responsibility for anything that you had your hand in?
I walked away, she has stood up for herself many times and has also walked away from your insane crap, one left. Keep pushing and he is going to run away, too.
Milky
Breathe Again
"Breathe Again"
Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2yPU5WPwZs
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2yPU5WPwZs
Colours will get you sexy time?
Purple puts grey in the shade when it comes to sexy colours, a survey claims. Couples with purple-themed bedrooms have sex on average more than three times a
week, slightly ahead of those who prefer red. But if fans of mummy porn author EL James painted their boudoir Fifty Shades of
Grey, they would be struggling make love twice a week. The survey of 2,000 adults by online retailer Littlewoods.com found that lovers
who sleep on silk are active between the sheets 4.25 times a week – more than anyone else. Those who prefer cotton average 2.72 sex sessions, nylon 2.35 and polyester 2.33. Laurence Llewelyn-Bowen, Homes Style Expert for Littlewoods.com, said: “For yearsI have been telling British homeowners, a beige bedroom makes for a beige sex
life. "That’s one thing I wouldn’t want to wish on anyone.” The sexiest combination would be purple walls, lilac silk sheets and a violet
duvet cover. The Littlewoods statistics show that couples adopting this heady mixture of
colour and texture could be at it more than five times a week. The biggest turn offs, after beige, are green and grey walls and bed linen. Best bedroom colours
1. Purple - 3.49 2. Red - 3.18 3. Sky blue - 3.14 4. Pink - 3.02 5. Black - 2.99 6. Navy blue - 2.76 7. Yellow - 2.43 8. Orange - 2.36 9. Brown - 2.10 10. White - 2.02 11. Beige - 1.97 12. Green - 1.89
Master chef Becky bye-bye!
It was another exciting show. Becky is not a Master Chef after all. Oh, well. I am still a big fan of Christine. I still want her to win.
Milky
Milky
Monday, 3 September 2012
Patrick Watson - Lighthouse
"Lighthouse"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI3XEfzB2R4
Leave a lighthouse in the wild,
Cause I'm coming in
A little blind
Dreamer of a lighthouse in the woods
Shining a little light to bring us back home
OR To help us get back into the world
When to find you in the backyard,
Hiding on the ceilings of our lives
OR Hiding behind all, all busy lives
Dreaming of a light house in the woods
To help us get back into the world
Cause I know
I've seen you before
Won't you shine
A little light
On us now
Won't you shine a little light
In your own backyard
Won't you shine a little light
In your own backyard
Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
Cause I'm coming in
A little blind
Dreamer of a lighthouse in the woods
Shining a little light to bring us back home
OR To help us get back into the world
When to find you in the backyard,
Hiding on the ceilings of our lives
OR Hiding behind all, all busy lives
Dreaming of a light house in the woods
To help us get back into the world
Cause I know
I've seen you before
Won't you shine
A little light
On us now
Won't you shine a little light
In your own backyard
Won't you shine a little light
In your own backyard
Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
Dreaming of a lighthouse in the woods
Packing Thoughts
It amazes me how many memories go through my mind when sorting and packing. It is a good time to throw away stuff but at the same time some things you cannot part with because the memories are so strong.
You glance the item over and it takes you a place. For me I can remember every detail of the day. I remember the moment, the smells, the sounds and the emotions. Some good, some bad - really bad but the moments that a good is what I try to hold on to. At times it is hard but I keep trying.
Packing can be stressful but there are a few moments of a peaceful thought through all the chaos.
Milky
You glance the item over and it takes you a place. For me I can remember every detail of the day. I remember the moment, the smells, the sounds and the emotions. Some good, some bad - really bad but the moments that a good is what I try to hold on to. At times it is hard but I keep trying.
Packing can be stressful but there are a few moments of a peaceful thought through all the chaos.
Milky
Quote by Mead
One of the oldest human needs is having someone to wonder when you are coming home at night.
Margaret Mead.
Margaret Mead.
Time
If I could only go back in time. What would our fate be then? Where would you be? Would you have been happy, love and have had a peaceful life? Would I have had the same?
The thoughts in my mind racing like time, wondering what life was like for us in another time and it eats inside of me every time I think of you. You words and your voice haunt me daily, more so in the dark silence night. Your words dig deep and I bleed inside, longing for that day of peace to find me but I worry that you will not be there waiting to take my hand!
So many thoughts and still waiting for my end to begin. How do I find you, again. Lost, lonely and hurt I lay here wishing for you but all I hear is your voice "hi love" it replays in my ear every night I lay my head to the pillow. It grabs my heart with such force and takes my breath away. My heart pounds harder and I close my eyes in the hopes that you will be there - here with me once again. But it is only darkness that I can see, while your voice fades away in my memories of you. You and I.
It was to be different but you are gone and I am lost not able to pick up the pieces that have done. I think of you daily and you haunt me with your words and your voice. I cannot breathe without you and not knowing is so hard for to do.
Time goes slow and with every second I wish to be by your side, once again.
Milky
The thoughts in my mind racing like time, wondering what life was like for us in another time and it eats inside of me every time I think of you. You words and your voice haunt me daily, more so in the dark silence night. Your words dig deep and I bleed inside, longing for that day of peace to find me but I worry that you will not be there waiting to take my hand!
So many thoughts and still waiting for my end to begin. How do I find you, again. Lost, lonely and hurt I lay here wishing for you but all I hear is your voice "hi love" it replays in my ear every night I lay my head to the pillow. It grabs my heart with such force and takes my breath away. My heart pounds harder and I close my eyes in the hopes that you will be there - here with me once again. But it is only darkness that I can see, while your voice fades away in my memories of you. You and I.
It was to be different but you are gone and I am lost not able to pick up the pieces that have done. I think of you daily and you haunt me with your words and your voice. I cannot breathe without you and not knowing is so hard for to do.
Time goes slow and with every second I wish to be by your side, once again.
Milky
John Frusciante-Emptiness
"Emptiness"
And now a minute is trapped
It fell into a crack
Eleven tries leading the way
and then foresight comes
I've lost my sence of it all
The feelings I can't resolve
Circumstances outside convention
And you knwo I tried
To be part of life
I found the rest of me
I was beaten on down
Emptniess set me free
I lived on a cloud
The walk through the storm
Was like a holiday
I happened to have been warned
Over and over again
The sense of speaking dissolved
Words meanings I couldn't recall
And all I'd found did my losing
I was tough to find
Playing games with my mind
Up the drops that I climbed
In the abyss I was hurled into
By who I brought back into time
I found the rest of me
I was beaten on down
Emptiness set me free
I lived on a cloud
The walk through the storm
Was like a holiday
I happened to have been warned
Over and over again
It fell into a crack
Eleven tries leading the way
and then foresight comes
I've lost my sence of it all
The feelings I can't resolve
Circumstances outside convention
And you knwo I tried
To be part of life
I found the rest of me
I was beaten on down
Emptniess set me free
I lived on a cloud
The walk through the storm
Was like a holiday
I happened to have been warned
Over and over again
The sense of speaking dissolved
Words meanings I couldn't recall
And all I'd found did my losing
I was tough to find
Playing games with my mind
Up the drops that I climbed
In the abyss I was hurled into
By who I brought back into time
I found the rest of me
I was beaten on down
Emptiness set me free
I lived on a cloud
The walk through the storm
Was like a holiday
I happened to have been warned
Over and over again
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Sunday, 2 September 2012
Mind Therapy
Colouring is suppose to help keep my mind off of the things that are bothering me. I will say that I do not think about much when I am colouring but I do think twice as much as soon as I am done.
Milky
Dislocated Hip
Milky
Andy Brown - Lovesick Lullaby
Lyrics: ‘Lovesick Lullaby’ ('False Alarm', 2009)
I am the ghost
Who stole the world.
These shadows should have known,
I suppose but I could not
Steal the girl.
I sleep restless,
In cold silhouettes,
You cry,
Confusion is racing,
Inside my head.
But hadn't I, done what I did
Would these candles light
Your face again?
Maybe next time,
We'll fall through the holes in the sky
And sing a lovesick lullaby.
Stones turn to ashes,
As bones turn to dust.
Cradled compassion
Ordinary I suppose
That I care too much.
Gasoline rainbows,
And torn spider webs
You are the reason,
That is inside my head.
But hadn't I, done what I did
Would these candles light
Your face again?
And maybe next time,
We'll fall through the holes in the sky
And sing a lovesick lullaby.
I am the man on fire
Confused and colorblind.
I am the man on fire,
Dream in black and white.
But hadn't I, done what I did
Would these candles light
Your face again?
And maybe next time,
We'll fall through the holes in the sky
And sing a lovesick lullaby.
Who stole the world.
These shadows should have known,
I suppose but I could not
Steal the girl.
I sleep restless,
In cold silhouettes,
You cry,
Confusion is racing,
Inside my head.
But hadn't I, done what I did
Would these candles light
Your face again?
Maybe next time,
We'll fall through the holes in the sky
And sing a lovesick lullaby.
Stones turn to ashes,
As bones turn to dust.
Cradled compassion
Ordinary I suppose
That I care too much.
Gasoline rainbows,
And torn spider webs
You are the reason,
That is inside my head.
But hadn't I, done what I did
Would these candles light
Your face again?
And maybe next time,
We'll fall through the holes in the sky
And sing a lovesick lullaby.
I am the man on fire
Confused and colorblind.
I am the man on fire,
Dream in black and white.
But hadn't I, done what I did
Would these candles light
Your face again?
And maybe next time,
We'll fall through the holes in the sky
And sing a lovesick lullaby.
English language did you knows
- Did you know the most commonly used letter in the alphabet is E
- Did you know the least used letter in the alphabet is Q
- Did you know dreamt is the only word that ends in mt
- Did you know the first letters of the months July through to November spell JASON
- Did you know there are only 4 words in the English language which end in 'dous' (they are: hazardous, horrendous, stupendous and tremendous)
- Did you know the oldest word in the English language is 'town'
- Did you know 'Bookkeeper' and 'bookkeeping' are the only 2 words in the English language with three consecutive double letters
- Did you know the word 'Strengths' is the longest word in the English language with just one vowel
- Did you know the dot on top of the letter 'i' is called a tittle
- Did you know the past tense for the English word 'dare' is 'durst'
- Did you know the word 'testify' derived from a time when men were required to swear on their testicles
- Did you know The first English dictionary was written in 1755
- Did you know the word old English word 'juke' meaning dancing lends its name to the juke box
- Did you know 1 out of every 8 letters written is an e
- Did you know the longest one syllable word in the English language is 'screeched'
- Did you know all pilots on international flights identify themselves in English regardless of their country of origin
- Did you know the expression to 'knuckle down' originated from playing marbles (players used to put their knuckles to the ground for their best shots)
- Did you know the word 'almost' is the longest in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order
- Did you know the most commonly used word in English conversation is 'I'
Buttermilk Biscuits
Buttermilk Biscuits recipe – 160 calories
Ingredients:
1 cup buttermilk
2 cups all-purpose flour
1 tablespoon baking powder
1/4 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 cup vegetable shortening
1. Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F.
2. Sift the dry ingredients together.
3. Mix in the shortening using a pastry blender, fork, or your fingertips, until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs.
4. Form a well in center of the flour and pour the buttermilk in.
5. Mix the flour into this, stirring and working until the flour leaves the sides of the bowl and forms a ball.
6. When it comes away from the sides without sticking too bad, it’s ready (otherwise, work in a little more flour).
7. Place the dough on a floured surface and knead about 5-6 times (don’t knead too much or the dough will become tough).
8. Roll or pat out to about 1/2″ thickness and cut with a biscuit cutter or floured glass.
9. Place the biscuits on an ungreased cookie sheet.
10. Bake at 450 degrees F for about 8-12 minutes or until light golden.
11. Brush the biscuit tops with melted butter, if desired (optional).
12. Serve warm with sausage gravy or butter and preserves, if desired.
Servings: 12
Nutritional information for one serving:
Calories: 160
Calories from fat: 80
Total fat: 8.9g
Cholesterol: 0mg
Total carbs: 17.1g
Fiber: 0.6g
Protein: 2.8g
WW points: 4
Photo credit: Sue L
Read more: http://dietrecipesblog.com/2008/07/26/buttermilk-biscuits-recipe-160-calories/#ixzz25MNkUaUL
The Kitty's
The cats went in to be de-clawed and I was very stressed over it the whole time. The vet kept two of them for 3 days and one for 4 days. Everything went well and for the last few days they have been hiding and very quite but they are all back to being them cats they where - without the clawing.
So, now I will not be clawed and get so sick because of it. I just have to be careful if they lick me. All three get along with Hugoboss but not so much with Phoenix. However, Phoenix seem to notice that they were gone and when they came back he seemed happy - if that is possible.
All is good with them.
Milky
Packing - 9 - Family Room
Family room is done. The kitchen is 90% done. I finished the dinnerware, platters, serving bowls, sushi trays and the gadgets. A few things left to use between now and the move. All the food and pantry items will be done the day of or the night before we can try it over.
I am so sick of packing. It will not be long before I have to unpack everything, oh joy!
I am so sick of packing. It will not be long before I have to unpack everything, oh joy!
Milky
28 days until the move
I cannot believe it is almost over, living here that is. Although, I have no idea where I am going to be living. It really sucks that I have no control over what happens in my life. It is bad enough that I breakdown on my own, so I do not need others kicking me harder but I guess that is what my life is now.
I hope something comes up soon. I need some good luck on my side for once. At this point I am at my end. I just do not know what to do. All I am doing these days is packing, packing and more packing. My life is on hold from everything else. It sucks.
This long weekend has ended all the summer fun.
I hope something comes up soon. I need some good luck on my side for once. At this point I am at my end. I just do not know what to do. All I am doing these days is packing, packing and more packing. My life is on hold from everything else. It sucks.
This long weekend has ended all the summer fun.
Milky
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