Profound Quotes

You may be deceived if you trust too much but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough - Frank Crane

Wednesday, 22 August 2012

Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart a Break

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=1zfzka5VwRc

Karmin - Brokenhearted

Karmin - Brokenhearted LyricsThis is more than a typical kinda thing
Felt the jones in my bones when you were touching me, oh oh
Didn't wanna take it slow
In a daze, going crazed, I can barely think
You're replaying in my brain, find it hard to sleep, oh oh
Waiting for my phone to blow

Now I'm here in a sticky situation
Got a little trouble, yep and now I'm pacin'
Five minutes, ten minutes, now it's been an hour
Don't wanna think too hard, but I'm sour

Oh oh, I can't seem to let you go

See I've been waiting all day
For you to call me baby
So let's get up, let's get on it
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right
Honest baby I'll do
Anything you want to
So can we finish what we started
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right, cheerio

What's the time, such a crime
Not a single word, sipping on a Patrón
Just to calm my nerves, oh oh
Poppin' bottles by the phone
Oh yeah
Had me up, had me down, turn me inside out
That's enough, call me up
Maybe I'm in doubt, oh oh
I don't even think you know, no no

See I've been waiting all day
For you to call me baby
So let's get up, let's get on it
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right
Honest baby I'll do
Anything you want to
So can we finish what we started
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right, cheerio

Anything you wanna do, I'll be on it too
Everything you say is like go with the view
Business on the front, party in the back
Maybe I was wrong, was the outfit really wack?

This kinda thing doesn't happen usually
I'm on the opposite side of it, truthfully
I know you want it so come and get it, cheerio

See I've been waiting all day
For you to call me baby
So let's get up, let's get on it
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight, ohhhohohhhoohhhh
Honest baby I'll do
Anything you want to
So can we finish what we started
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right, cheeri, cheerio

When you gonna call
Don't leave me broken hearted
I've been waiting up
Let's finish what we started, oh oh
I can't seem to let you go
Come on, that's right, cheerio, uh!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8cbak34DR0

Forgive my Mistakes


Forgive My Mistakes

© Anna Liz Williams
I know I've made mistakes
So why should I even try
For when you look at me
All you see is that I lie
I'm sorry for the things I said
For giving you false truth in your head
I know that I've caused pain
that I drive you insane
Though you may not see what's inside of me
You should know it's deader than the Dead Sea
You may think that I don't care
For all I give is just a stare
But what you don't know
Is that the love I have for you is what glows
So I promise to try hard and to be true to you
So that our happiness will not be through
All I ask is one thing to see
Can you find it in your heart to forgive me?
For there is one thing I know is true
I do Love You ɛ


Source: Forgive My Mistakes, I'm Sorry Poem http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/forgive-my-mistakes#ixzz24Kq5OIRh
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com

Lonely

It maybe hard for some to believe but I do get lonely because I am lonely.
I have no importance, no family of my own and I have no life. My days and nights are in silence. I hate it and wish I could turn back time. Start new and fresh but knowing what I know now, I would run...
far away.

Milky

more food truckssss

Recess
WOW 
Tasting Spoon Joe
Devilicious  

20 years...

...are gone, today and I had one year of peace because of you.

Milky

Tuesday, 21 August 2012

MasterChef - Holy Moly!

Tonight, it was very exciting and I was sitting on the edge of my seat. Christine rocks! Her dish looked spot on! That is insane. She is blind and she works better then most professional chefs. Good for her!

Poor Monti is gone.she did very well and I really think that Josh should have gone home tonight due to his mistakes. Becky is such a cry baby. She has no idea what it is like to go through cooking school if she thinks these judges are hard on her.

I would love to be where she is now!

Milky

4:56 am

The other night I did very well with the sleeping issues. I was started a new schedule and now I am messed up again. All because of that woman telling that stuff. ggggrrrrrr! I have not slept at all tonight. 

Over thinking, stressing out and no one to hear me. Shoot me now!

Milky

Hooked on the Logo Game!!!

This was a great game but it really took me a long time. I managed not to look up on line for the answers (okay just a few -very little) which is so damn crazy to me.I could not believe how many I knew or how much I was aware of different logos on television or while I was out. They would just keep catching my eye. My photographic memory is still alive and well. Happy joy joy for me! I completed nine levels.

Give it a try - look up logo game. Have fun!

Milky

Beautiful, Crazy Watches









Monday, 20 August 2012

2013 Movie List


Upcoming Movies 2013

This Year in Movies - The 2013 movie release schedule is beginning to come together. Nonetheless, a consistent slate of sequels and films based on established properties are looking to dominate cinemas again. In early March, Disney will hope to relive Alice in Wonderland-like box office glory with Sam Raimi’s Oz: The Great and Powerful (based on the Wizard character from Wizard of Oz and starring James Franco).

With the talents of Christopher Nolan as a producer, Warner Bros. Pictures will try to reboot the famed Superman franchise for worldwide audiences again. Similarly, Lionsgate and High School Musical helmer Kenny Ortega will remake the classic 1987 romantic film, Dirty Dancing (after the studio’s lackluster attempt in 2004’s Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights).

A much anticipated prequel to 2001’s Monsters Inc., Monster’s University, will reunite the voice talents of John Goodman, Billy Crystal and Mary Gibbs. Similarly, Robert Downey, Jr. will reprise his role as billionaire Tony Stark and a technologically advanced superhero in Iron Man 3, which will lead off the 2013 summer season in early May. A second installment of the mythology-laced Thor, a Johnny Depp-led remake of The Lone Ranger, the second installment in The Hunger Games franchise, and the 12th feature-length Star Trek movie, will likely be huge box office hits too. Other sequels will include The Smurfs 2, a sequel to the comedy-actioner hit RED, family-friendly Despicable Me 2, and a sixth installment in the revved-up Fast and the Furious franchise. The second part of The Hobbit will open in December 2013

To Be Announced (TBA) 2013

(44 releases)

January 2013

(10 releases)

February 2013

(9 releases)

March 2013

(14 releases)

April 2013

(8 releases)

May 2013

(7 releases)

June 2013

(9 releases)

July 2013

(10 releases)

August 2013

(7 releases)

September 2013

(4 releases)

October 2013

(3 releases)

November 2013

(6 releases)

December 2013

(7 releases)

Ikea - dinnerware sets


    So,the new Ikea book is out and yes I went out to take a look.

    For as long as I could remember I wanted green dinnerware. I now have a set.

    I know I know! Like I need more dinnerware. 

    Milky


Look a likes

Wow!I almost died when I saw this photo because it looks like Phoenix and if that cat did not have white paws I would have thought it was Cairo!

Milky

New Order - Wedding

I am doing a mini wedding cake and cupcakes next month. I am excited and nervous all roll up in one.

Milky

More then I can take

How bad is it when a stranger tells you that you are being abused? I met this agent a few months ago and went to view houses with her three times. I never talked about myself or my issues. 

I did however learn that her daughter worked for the company and that was all I needed to hear at that point.

I was just in contact with her and asked for her help with setting appointments to view the homes. She agree to help me because she liked me but wanted me to understand that she knows about the issues within our family????

Needless to say I was very upset, embarrassed and felt ashamed. This person is telling to that she wants to help me because she knows I do not get a say, no one has my back and that "there is two kinds of abuse, one physical and one emotional." Well, that was more then I could take at that point. 

I hung up in tears, wanted to die and I feel .... Oh my God I do not even know any more.

Milky

Train performing Hey, Soul Sister

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVpv8-5XWOI&feature=relmfu

"Hey, Soul Sister"

Heeey heeeey heeeeey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you
And so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Heeey heeeey heeeey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection, we can't deny
I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna
And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

The way you can cut a rug
Watching you is the only drug I need
So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you being with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)

Calling all Angels

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRUErh47sao

Santa Maria, Santa Teresa, Santa Anna, Santa Susannah
Santa Cecilia, Santa Copelia, Santa Domenica, Mary Angelica
Frater Achad, Frater Pietro, Julianus, Petronilla
Santa, Santos, Miroslaw, Vladimir
and all the rest

a man is placed upon the steps, a baby cries
and high above the church bells start to ring
and as the heaviness the body oh the heaviness settles in
somewhere you can hear a mother sing

then it's one foot then the other as you step out onto the road
how much weight? how much weight?
then it's how long? and how far?
and how many times before it's too late?

calling all angels
calling all angels
walk me through this one
don't leave me alone
calling all angels
calling all angels
we're cryin' and we're hurtin'
and we're not sure why...

and every day you gaze upon the sunset
with such love and intensity
it's almost...it's almost as if
if you could only crack the code
then you'd finally understand what this all means

but if you could...do you think you would
trade in all the pain and suffering?
ah, but then you'd miss
the beauty of the light upon this earth
and the sweetness of the leaving

calling all angels
calling all angels
walk me through this one
don't leave me alone
callin' all angels
callin' all angels
we're tryin'
we're hopin'
we're hurtin'
we're lovin'
we're cryin'
we're callin'
'cause we're not sure how this goes


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ak2p1MqFMKA


Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I miss you dearly
Can you hear me on your cloud?

All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love

Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I have been kneeling
And praying to hear a sound

All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love

All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love

Day by day
Through the years
Make my way

Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Through the years

Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Make my way

Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Day by day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TaG9SDxwPBg


I need a sign to let me know you're here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

[Chorus:]
And I'm calling all angels
I'm calling all you angels

I won't give up if you don't give up [Repeat x4]

I need a sign to let me know you're here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

[Chorus]

When children have to play inside so they don't disappear
While private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years
And football teams are kissing Queens
and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours

[Chorus x2]

Calling all you angels [Repeat till fade]



Baseball




I am not a baseball kind of girl but my Godson was this year. He has said that it was very boring so next year it is all about soccer. How cute is he? So damn cute! It was a great Sunday morning.

Milky

So many boxes





Friday, 17 August 2012

Drink did you knows



Did you know Coca-Cola originally contained cocaine
 Did you know In eastern Africa you can buy beer brewed from bananas
 Did you know frogs don’t drink (they absorb water through their skin)
 Did you know Coca Cola launched its 3rd product Sprite in 1961
 Did you know apples are more effective at waking you up in the morning than coffee
 Did you know instant coffee was invented in 1901
 Did you know there is no butter in buttermilk
 Did you know your more likely to be killed by a champagne cork than by a poisonous spider
 Did you know Hawaii is the only US state that grows coffee
 Did you know Iceland consumes more Coca Cola than any other country
 Did you know more people are allergic to cows milk than any other food
 Did you know wine is sold in tinted bottles because it spoils when exposed to light
 Did you know the tea bag was invented in 1908
 Did you know plastic bottles were first used for soft drinks in 1970
 Did you know that after petrol, coffee is the largest item bought and sold
 Did you know the drinking straw was invented in 1886
 Did you know 70% of all Irish barley grown goes towards the production of Guinness beer
 Did you know the average person will consume 100 tons of food and 45,424 liters (12,000 gallons) of water in their lifetime
 Did you know Diet Coke was introduced in 1982
 Did you know Iceland consumes more Coca Cola per capita than any other country

Did you know most cows produce more milk when they listen to music
 Did you know originally in 1886 Coca Cola was introduced as an 'intellectual beverage' to boost brain power
 Did you know 60 cows can produce a ton of milk each day
 Did you know Orange Fanta is the 3rd largest selling soft drink in the world
 Did you know Italy and France produce over 40% of all wine
 Did you know Coca Cola was founded by Joseph A Biedenharn
 Did you know the average cow produces 40 glasses of milk a day
 Did you know camels can drink 94 litres (25 gallons) of water in less than 3 minutes
 Did you know 93% of households in Denmark consume wine (the highest % in the world with France second with 85% of households)
 Did you know the average person consumes over a ton of food and drink each year
 Did you know green tea has 50% more vitamin C than black tea
 Did you know more people are allergic to cows milk than any other food
 Did you know the first aluminum drink can was introduced in 1964
 Did you know 52% of Americans drink coffee
 Did you know Brazil accounts for 1/3 of the world's coffee production
 Did you know coffee is generally roasted between 204 - 218°C (400 - 425°F) (the longer the beans are roasted the darker the roast)
 Did you know coffee is grown commercially in over 45 countries around the world
 Did you know coffee is the most popular beverage worldwide with over 400 billion cups consumed each year
 Did you know coffee represents 75% of all the caffeine consumed in the US
 Did you know as a world commodity coffee is second only to oil
Did you know dark roasted coffee beans contain less caffeine than medium roasted ones (the longer a coffee is roasted the more caffeine is burns off)
 Did you know the first ground vacuum packed coffee was first introduced in 1900
 Did you know Japan is the 3rd largest consumer of coffee
 Did you know over 5 million people in Brazil are employed in the coffee industry
 Did you know coffee trees produce its first full crop after 5 years old
 Did you know the US is the world's largest consumer of coffee
 Did you know there are around 30 milligrams of caffeine in the average chocolate bar while a cup of coffee has around 100 to 150
 Did you know the average human drinks over 60,566 litres (16,000 gallons) of water in a lifetime
 Did you know the corkscrew was invented in 1890



Dreamy Chocolate Peanut Butter Fudge

From Food Network

Ingredients
2 cups canned pure pumpkin 
1 (18.3-ounce) box fudge brownie mix 
2 tablespoons light chocolate syrup 
2 tablespoons reduced-fat peanut butter, softened

Directions

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. 

In a large mixing bowl, combine pumpkin with brownie mix and stir until smooth. Add chocolate syrup and stir until blended. The batter will be very thick, but don't add anything else!
 
Spray a square baking pan (9-inch by 9-inch works best) with nonstick spray. Spread the batter into the pan.
 
Then spoon peanut butter on top and use a knife to swirl it around. 

Bake in the oven for 35 minutes. The batter will remain very thick and fudgy and it should look undercooked.
 
Allow the fudge to cool, then cover the pan with foil and refrigerate for at least 2 hours. Cut into 36 squares. Then get ready for a fudge frenzy!
 
PER SERVING (1/36th of recipe, 1 piece):65 calories, 1g fat, 57mg sodium, 13.5g carbs, 0.5g fiber, 9g sugars, 0.5g protein 

Cherokee - Take Care Of You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cy8duEIHEig&feature=related

Koop-Koop

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ji0xDg6EVvI


Hello, my love
 It's getting cold on this island
 I'm sad alone
 I'm so sad on my own

The truth is
 We were much too young
 Now I'm looking for you
 Or anyone like you

We said goodbye
 With the smile on our faces
 Now you're alone
 You're so sad on your own

The truth is
 We ran out of time
 Now you're looking for me
 Or anyone like me

Hello, my love
 It's getting cold on this island
 I'm sad alone
 I'm so sad on my own

The truth is
 We were much too young
 Now I'm looking for you
 Or anyone like you


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iY8aPKhlL24

Old Boss

I just found out that my old boss was asking about me and apparently more questions this time around which is very weird. I wonder what is going on in that woman's head. It would be something if she could admit that she was wrong.

But I think it may have to do with the baby show coming up in November. Maybe she needs extra help. Who knows? I guess time will tell.

Milky

New Start - House Hunting

A new agent - a new hunt begins. Found a few house to view and some good ones to see. I am crossing my fingers and toes and I hope that this time around will be kinder. Found one house that is so charming and well suited. So, it will be amazing if that is the one. Please be the one.

This whole thing is nerve racking and I am not sleeping, again because I am so bloody nervous. I wish I could control this.

Milky

Thursday, 16 August 2012

Fractures

I went to the hospital to have an x-ray on my pelvis and hip. I have hair line fractures due to Phoenix killing me because he was jealous and being a huge suck.

Oh, the pain. Ouch!

Milky

Ikea

The new Ikea book is out and taking a trip to Ikea is never a good outcome. You walk in to get one item but you walk out having much much more. This year they some very nice green dishes and extra kitchen stuff that I would like to have for the new place.

I hate walking through that place. I prefer to go to the market area. The as is area has always been my lucky area. Great prices for more items. IE; my kitchen, living room and family room furniture. I paid less then half price.

The best time to go is at the end of each season. They do their floor changes and mark down the floor models. Just a tip for you!

Milky
Happy Ikea Shopping

Tuesday, 14 August 2012

Baking Gadgets

I was given a huge set of baking tools and I cannot believe how many things are out there to use. I have work with many of the items before but these new ones are insane. It was a very nice gift.

I have a wedding to do this September and I am nervous over it. As always, I guess. I will keep you posted.

Milky

Viewers

I just want to thank all those who are reading and sending messages. If you have questions or comment please write in,I enjoy reading your thoughts and idea's.

Thanks, Milky

Hotel Hell



Good lord how many shows is this guy going to have? It is crazy but I watched this new one and it is a lot like Hell's Kitchen when he is in the kitchen area. The owners where insane and I felt bad for the staff because they were treated so badly. It does look like to will be interesting and a learning curve for many.

Milky

MasterChef - DAVID IS GONE!!!!

I am sorry but I am so happy that he is finally gone. I am not sure how he stay on for so long in the first place. There were so many mistakes and he talked himself up to much. I still like Christine for the win. But that is just me.

Milky

Total Re(k)all

I saw this movie last night and it was good. It was closer to the tale of the short story. I liked the way the cities were done, the music and the fights with Kate were good as well.

Milky
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHorHdO7tPI

Total Recall is a 2012 American science fiction action film remake of the 1990 film of the same name, in turn loosely based on the 1966 short story "We Can Remember It for You Wholesale" by Philip K. Dick. Unlike the original film and short story, the plot for the 2012 film does not include a trip to Mars,[2] and exhibits more political overtones. The film blends Western and Eastern influences together, due to the fact that the dominant two nation states in the story, United Federation of Britain and The Colony, are battling for political power.
It is directed by Len Wiseman, written by Mark Bomback, James Vanderbilt, and Kurt Wimmer, starring Colin Farrell, Kate Beckinsale, Jessica Biel, Bryan Cranston, John Cho, and Bill Nighy. It was first announced in 2009.[3] It was released in the United States and Canada on August 3, 2012[4] while it is scheduled to be released in the United Kingdom and Ireland on 29 August 2012 and Australia on September 6, 2012.

read more ... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_Recall_(2012_film)

Miley Cyrus - Can't Be Tamed

"Can't Be Tamed"

For those who don't know me,
I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way,yep
24 hours a day
'cause I'm hot like that

Every guy, everywhere
just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection
I always gets a ten,
'cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money
flyin' out the hands
They try to change me
but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never plan
If you're gonna be my man understand

I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

If there was a question about my intentions,
I'll tell ya
I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell you to go to hell
(I'm not a brat like that)
I'm like a puzzle
but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this,
we can make some magic,
I'm wrong like that

I wanna fly,
I wanna drive,
I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know

I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

Well I'm not a trick you play,
I'm wired a different way
I'm not a mistake,
I'm not a fake,
It's set in my DNA
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly,
I wanna drive,
I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know

I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjSG6z_13-Q

"When I Look At You"

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like a dream to me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wxOVn99FTE&feature=relmfu

Monday, 13 August 2012

Christina Perri

"A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00&feature=related

"Distance"
The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROqTa1mn_qc&feature=branded

"Arms"
I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeW0Sl0tNS8&feature=branded

"Jar Of Hearts"
No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

[Chorus: x2]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM&feature=branded

"The Lonely"
2am; where do I begin,
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night.
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me til I fall asleep.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely.

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HO4e4nCYBEo&feature=relmfu




3:37am

That is what time it is now.I am in the family room because I cannot sleep as always. My schedule is all over the place and it is driving me crazy. I have to find things to do with myself and I am so so so so bored!

Hugoboss is laying on the floor next to me, fast asleep of course. Phoenix is sleeping on the sofa upstairs in the living room. A movie called Eragon is on and that was a good movie. I seen it a long time ago. 

My mind is racing with many thoughts but I cannot get them sorted to write down. I really hate when that happens. I hate having reader's block and of course that is when I do know how to write something good. I do not think that happens often?

I miss having someone to talk to, laugh with and just having someone who cares about me and what I feel and think. The price I have to pay, I know.Will this ever change? Will I ever be forgiven? Questions and there is never an answer!

Milky

Phoenix & My Siblings

Okay, so one of the things Phoenix is bad for is that he has nipped a few members of my family. The list is as follow but keep in mind that it really was not his fault.

My sister - the jacket she was wearing had food on it, so he thought she was share. He nipped her hand.

My brother - his tummy and foot got in the way when he was nipped and that was because he was teasing Phoenix, then showed fear.

My mother - her bum and elbow! I am not sure how the bum thing happened but the elbow was because she moved when giving him food, so he missed.

Myself - I was nipped in the arm when my mother went to give him a toy but teased him instead and I put my arm up and he got me. He felt bad about it.

So, you see it really is not his fault. He is getting very old and grey. He has very cute moments and lots of them. He is very playful and most people do not get to see that side of him. He loves Hugoboss and Cairo but will do without the other two cats. He is very happy that the girl cats are all gone, mostly Russia as she would give him the most beatings. Pretty funny to see.

I love him, a lot!

Milky

Tristan Prettyman - My Oh My

"My Oh My"

You got my heart on a string
You want me back again and you know I’ll do anything
Just when I thought I was free
Knock, knock, the door is locked
But you still got a key

All too familiar, the moment it shows up
Now everything I know seems to fly

My oh my
You’re getting under my skin
Don’t know why I’m always letting you in
Just when I got my life together again,
Here you are standing there
Tell me why I should try-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y

You got me under a spell
You look like heaven, oh, but you put me through hell
God knows there’s nothing to gain
Well who am I to deny, we’re both playing the same game
All too familiar, the moment it blows up
Now everything I know seems to fly

My oh my
You’re getting under my skin
Don’t know why I’m always letting you in
Just when I got my life together again,
Here you are standing there
Tell me why I should try-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y

And I know that you’re no good for me
And it makes no sense at all
Still I keep coming back for more
‘Cause I’m addicted to your call

I know you ain’t no good for me
And all the lies and the lines you fed to me
The way you kept coming back for me
Like the last breath left of the air I need

I know you ain’t no good for me
And all the lies and the lines you fed to me
The way you kept coming back for me
Like the last breath left of the air I need

My oh my
You’re getting under my skin
Don’t know why I’m always letting you in
Just when I got my life together again,
Here you are standing there
Tell me why I should try-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y

My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y
My oh my-y-y

My oh my
I know you ain’t no good for me
And all the lies and the lines you fed to me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3b6sYhdqKqA&feature=related

Phillip Phillips - Home


Hold on, to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this wave is stringing us along
Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home

Settle down, it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found

Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home

Settle down, it'll all be clear
Don't pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found

Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoRkntoHkIE&feature=related

Grace Potter & The Nocturnals - Stars

I lit a fire with the love you left behind,
And it burned wild and crept up the mountainside.
I followed your ashes into outer space
I can't look out the window,
I can't look at this place,

I can't look at the stars,
They make me wonder where you are
Stars,
Up on heaven's boulevard
And if I know you at all,
I know you've gone too far
So I, I can't look at the stars
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/grace_potter_the_nocturnals/stars.html ]
All those times we looked up at the sky,
Looking out so far,
We felt like we could fly.
And now I'm all alone in the dark of night,
The moon is shining,
But I can't see the light,
And I can't look at the

Stars,
They make me wonder where you are
Stars,
Up on heaven's boulevard
And if I know you at all,
I know you've gone too far
So I, I can't look at the stars

Stars,
Stars,
They make me wonder where you are
Stars,
Up on heaven's boulevard
And if I know you at all,
I know you've gone too far
So I can't look at the stars.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54DMWdzROH0&feature=branded

Dumpings

One of the things I remember my grandmother teaching me was how to make dumpings for stews. It was one of the comfort foods that always made me feel better.

I shared a lot of time with her because we came here but I do not remember many things. I remember she called me toots a lot. My mother had her come here while my brother was born and I have more memories during that time. In the end she was bit a trouble maker and nuts. Who knew? I guess it was not a far cry afterall she was my mother's mother.

I try to only think of the better days with her and hold onto that.

Milky

http://www.robertsplace.ca/recipes/dumplings.htm

Lovely fluffy soft dumplings are for adding to beef stews, as shown. You can add finely chopped parsley to the dry ingredients before mixing for a different style.

Dumplings for Stews Recipe

INGREDIENTS:
  • 1½ cups all purpose flour (210gm)
  • 3/4 tsp salt (4ml)
  • 2 tsp baking powder (10ml)
  • 1/4 cup margarine or butter (63gm)
  • 3/4 cup milk (180ml)
  • METHOD:
    Combine flour, seasonings and baking powder in mixing bowl.
    Cut in the margarine or butter and then mix in the milk to make a soft dough.
    Separate into 5 - 6 pieces and place carefully into stew, or desired recipe.
    Continue to simmer the stew, covered for at least 25 minutes until dumplings have risen and are firm.
    Dumplings can be made toasty by placing pot containing stew and dumplings (ovenproof!) under broiler to finish.