End of July

We have come to the end of July and the summer is near over. Time passes by to fast and I hate just how much time I have lost. I was hoping to be stronger and had hope to have done things on my bucket list but the fact of the matter is it is to late. So, much time has been wasted and I will never get that time back. 


Who should I blame? I could think of many but the truth is - as much as others had a hand in the course of my life, it is my fault for allowing them to hold me back.


I just do not know what to do to have a better life for the time that is left. That hurts and makes me sad.

Milky