Wake up, let go...

Letting go of someone you truly care about,  believed in and trusted is not an easy thing to do, even if it is something that cannot be helped. At the time everything felt so good and so and so real. It was not the broken dreams that break us, it is the ones that we do not dare to dream. It was an impossible dream and now it is time to wake up and let go.


They abandoned you when you needed them most and though it was your own fault, it still hurts. The reality is completely setting in about what you did but the problem is they lied, too. So, you realize that what you thought you had is not what you had at all. They are not who you thought they were and you know you are not that person, either.


The past is haunting and as much as you try to forget, it just keeps creeping up and it feels like you are being stabbed in the back and cannot stop it from happening. The regrets set in and you look for any good but there is none in sight. Forgiveness does not exist on either end and what you once thought was hope is cover with so much pain.


You hate the feelings that you are going through and all you want is to let go but it so hard because you are blinded by a love that was never real. Just let go...


...before you lose what is good, left inside of you.

Milky