Sometimes getting to know others can be hard but getting to know yourself seems to be even harder. Somewhere along the way I lost myself and forgot who I am, what kind of person I was. I am not sure when or even how I lost my way but what I do know is that I do not like the person I am, today. I want myself back but how do I get that back?Some days are harder then other days and now more so, then ever! I hate this feeling of loneliness and feeling trapped. I cannot breathe and panic to much. I wish things could just be different by me closing my eyes and when I open them - everything will be okay. Everything will be right and true. Good and pure. There would be happiness and love. But the sad truth is when I close my eyes there are nightmares and when I open them - there are more nightmares and it never ends.
Milky
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