I never let go

I have been hurting so much since you have been gone and I thought as time went by it would hurt less and go away, but it never went away.

I, now have this huge empty hole inside me bigger then ever and it is killing me like nothing I have felt before. It is physical pain, strong, tight and it takes my breathe away.

I do not understand why it still hurts so much or why I cannot get over you. Having this pain, I know that you are real and love was real but now it is the pain that is real. So much pain.

I need you, I need us and I never let go.

Milky