Everyday when I close my eyes I do see you face and hear your voice - your voice "Hello love." I miss everything about you and even though I know you are in a better place I cannot help wish that I was with you.
Whatever it is or was not that we had I have to except that it is gone forever but I also need to hold close to my cold heart or else I will not be able to go on. It hurts so much to breathe without you and I cannot stop the tears when they well up in my eyes and start to fall. I hole inside me gets bigger and the pain grows stronger each day.
After all this time I do not understand why I have not been able to let go. Love me but let me go. But here you are floating through me every second the clock ticks and I am more lost now then ever before.
You were such a huge part of my life. Everyday you would listen to me, laugh with me, make me laugh and filled me with your love. For that time we had together I was truly happy and felt loved. Now, there is nothing but heartache and so much pain. The pain will not end, why?
Milky
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