Hate this

This move is making me very nervous. I am worrying about so many things and it is really making feel ill. Not really knowing what is going to happen with this house search, and money issues it is taking a huge toll on me. I hate not having any control over any of this.

There is so much that could go wrong and I do not mean just the move it's self. Trying to get approved for a house is so insane. Not easy at all. That is what worries me a lot. I just want things to go well! FOR ONCE! For once in my life I want things to go easy and pain feel.

Milky