It is 3am and the rain is falling hard here. It has been raining all night. I had a nightmare that scared the life out of me. I feel such a panic inside that I just do not know how to completely calm myself. I wish these nights did not happen so often.

I am completely along when I wake up there is no one beside me, no one to comfort me and no one to call, anymore. You could always calm me down but now you are gone.

I am left with nightmares, tears and sadness. I wish for that to change but we both know that it will never change. So, I must live with that.

Milky