No one to call

I hate and miss not having that any more. It was something I looked forward to when I was down and lost. When I needed someone to listen to me, make me laugh and it made me feel important. 

Late night calls shut the silence out and for some time I was all that mattered and I was heard because one person cared enough to take the time to call.

I miss that person for so many different reasons and I wish with all my heart I could have that back. But I know that will not happen and I must (HAVE) to except that.

This is what my life is now. 

MIlky