Not around

The next couple of months is going to be hell for me, not just because of the move which is a pain. The past comes up and of course it is all falling down around me during the same months.

As much as I try to let the past go, it just keeps haunting me. I wish I knew how to turn off the memories. That is a pill I would not mind taking but no such luck. My heart aches! I am more tired each day. 

I am sorry that I am not around...

Milky