fall in hate?

 It is never easy to fall in love but when it happens - it feel so amazing! You are filled with so much excitement and you want it to last forever. For some it does but for other you fall into hate! Falling into hate is never a good thing. Not only do you begin to hate the person who put you into this feeling but you begin to hate that person and in the end you begin to hate yourself more.


The one thing that will damage your life, is you damaging it yourself! No one could every hurt you as much as you will hurt yourself. As each day passes by more hate grows inside of you. You hide and hope that the feelings that you have consumed you will go away but it never does.


The first step to stop yourself from falling into hate with yourself and another person is to learn how to love yourself. How does this work? When you have the answer, please let me know because I have no clue!


I do not want to hate you or myself but I see no other way out of this. I am more lost then ever!

Milky