Thoughts: By Milky: Breaking Down

Wednesday 19 December 2012

Breaking Down

Tears still fall down my face when I remember everything even though everything inside me is dead and gone. There is no running from the past and there is no future so now what? What do I do now?

I cannot control the feelings I have and I do not know how to shut everything down. my breakdowns are happening closer together and I cannot stop them no matter much I have tried.

You are in everything. Just go! Leave me the hell alone! I hate you and love you all at once and it is the death of me. I am so mad!!! So, HURT!!! Is it not enough?

Milky

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Remember...

When I met you, I had no idea how much my life was about to be changed but then, how could I have known? A connection like ours happens once in a lifetime. You were a miracle to me, the one who was everything I had ever dreamed of, the one I thought existed only in my imagination.

When you came into my life, I realized that what I had always thought was happiness could not compare to the joy of falling in love with you, has brought me. You are a part of everything I think, everything I do and everything I feel. With you by my side, I believe that anything is possible.

Thank you for the miracle of you, for the man you are today and the man you will become tomorrow. You are and always will be, my love, the love of my new life, the love I want with you and only you.

Forever yours,

This is Dedicated to:

BMR - For showing me a new light to follow, for never forgetting me, for telling me I am important and I do matter, for believing and for catching me when I was falling. For not judging, for your compassion and for taking my hand.

MW - For all the compassion shown during my darkest days, eventhough your days were darker.

SC - For filling my days with great music and listening when no one else could. Showing that forgiveness is available.

SR - For making me laugh and see new things through your eyes.

BR - For allowing me to comfort you when you shed your tears.

PJ - For bbm me back and forth just to venting and for treating me well.

CJ - For the late night calls.

MM - For reminding me that someone cares.

CR - For telling me I can come to you because you love me.

KS - For the sushi and movie nights to get me out of the house.

PL - For taking me to the hospital during my lowest point.

Thoughts: By Milky

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Breaking Down

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