Just when...

...it is amazing how your life goes one way, the wrong way one minute and you are crashing and falling hard, the next minute out of no where someone new catches you. You can never brace yourself for something like that. The pain and lost you feel is still there because you think no one cares but that person who caught you - they are there. Not just for the sake of it but because they want to be.


All of sudden you notice they way they look at you and things start to become clear in your mind. You ask yourself have they always look at you this way? How did you not notice it sooner? What do you do now?


After you ask yourself all these questions and really come up with no answers, perhaps in the end the answers do not matter. What really matters is what you feel right, now. You are faced with another choice and you can choose to give up, neglect what makes you feel okay, again or you can just let things be. Go with what has changed and just enjoy the moment.


Not everything in your life has to be bad, not everything has to be answered and you do not have to be in pain over the lost every single minute. The love and pain you feel for one person will always be within you and never forgotten but you have to learn how to move on, "love me, but let me go" set yourself free because the other person has.


You can breathe, again and maybe it still hurts inside (it really does) but having a few moments of relief is also good. Just breathe with the pain in your heart and breathe more with the new in your life.

"I free you of your guilt, do not give up willingly, choose life."

Milky